Saturday Aug 27, 2005

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Strange pictures occur in the dark. My hands look messed up. Weird.

It's really nice in my apartment right now. Kind of cool, lights off, orange glow of the parking lot lights streaking through my blinds, lisening to HIM and the sound of the air conditioner. I haven't felt this comfortable in a long, long time.

Right now, I'm happy.

I'll leave this from my earlier entry, as it still applies:

Sometimes I feel as though this life isn't my reality.

kiss
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zomif:
You life isn't reality. It's just someone's Idea of a great dream. When you dream it's someone else's reality. Try to dream of something really fucked up and imagine how that guy feels.
evolution:
I don't know if anyone told you, but you appear to be living in a photocopier or something. Haha, I kid, I kid. I'm the last one to make fun of anyone's camera... seeing as how I don't actually own one. I just mooch. Mooch I do.

That all sounds pretty amazing though. I love nights like that. They usually end up on Saturdays too. Convenient I think the way that happens. I would think that even if you don't believe its your reality, at least on a night like this you can hitch a free ride on someone else's card. I won't tell.

I did lose something amazing though, its just too bad that somewhere along the way I forgot how amazing it was. Now I start that hard road of recovery. I've never done it cold turkey before though, so we'll see how it goes.

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