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Well this is it. The last entry before cancellation. Eh, not that it's a big deal, I'll be back... just have to clear up some of the debt I've gone into for ye ol' friend. Fuck. Who lends a friend $3,000.00 that they don't have? Aside from me that is.

Sorry, the final entry won't be one of happiness. Life is crummy to the point that I just want to sit here and cry.

I'm feeling quite frustrated overall.

I'm angry at my boss and her lack of responsibility lately. I'm angry at my friend for asking me to lend her money, knowing damn well that I would because I'm a fucking sucker. I'm even more angry at myself for being such a fucking sucker. I'm stressed over so many other things, I just want to explode.

I haven't slept. I just want to fucking sleep. Why can't I just sleep?!

My head hurts so much. My stomach is in a painful state, again. If I could run away from life, I would.

And to top it all off, I just now received a fucking text message from my ex, bitching at me because he wants me back and I don't want that. Just what I need.

Why can't so many good things happen at one time? Why is it always the bad shit.

Maybe when I reactive my account my mood will have improved. Who knows. Email me or something if you guys want. - sigh -