Sunday Apr 20, 2003

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i am being pulled to the four winds. i am an asshole. i know what i want. it's too early to say for sure, though.

ive been dying for 1 hour and 1 minute.

my life has been leading to the northwest my whole life. i will end up there, one awy or another.
yawf:
nobody had any gd cups! so susan was washing cups. i gave mine away and then wanted more wine so i washed out a cup that i found and was informed later that it was a flower vase!
biggrin
it was a pretty cool vase/glass haha
ya know, whatever works!
emaline:
"i am an asshole. i know what i want. it's too early to say for sure, though."
i wish you would have told me before you told suicidegirls...

i loved you, but i can't force you to love me.
perhaps we'll meet again in the northwest... after school is all said and done.

(also in regards to your livejournal post, i'm not planning on having an account here past may 11th i believe, whenever they expect the next payment, so this will be free for you to speak in without my care... in fact i'm tired of caring...)

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Thursday Apr 17, 2003

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its easter break.

im going to spend the whole damn thing either working, doing homework, or mixing.

some break.
desilou:
i hope you get alittle bit of a break.. have a good easter.

Wednesday Apr 16, 2003

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uh oh!

i have 666 emails in my inbox!

they go back for years and years...but there are still 666!

Tuesday Apr 15, 2003

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i forget what sleep is.

i have a searing pain behind my right eye, yet life goes on and i cant stop. the things that need done, cant wait. sleep is unnecessary. eating is a waste.

class
taxes
registration
powerbill
8 page paper
10 page paper
all night session
no sleep

i hate today
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quinn:
sorry for such a crap day. that truly sucks.
take some motrin or somethin.
i overdid it workin out all last week so this week i feel like my 90 year old grandma with the body of cindy crawford and i've been livin on motrin. god love motrin.
bowling for columbine was over here at the stupid fuckin mall theatre....for about a week. thats springfield for ya.

take care fella. hope your day gets better by some amazing intervention.
smile
brookelynne:
ok stop for a minute...sit down. Dont touch anything, unplug the phone, and stare at the wall for at least ten minutes while taking really deep breaths. Slooooow down. kiss

Friday Apr 11, 2003

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well, we are on a break. i hate that i need this, but i do.

things werent terrible, but they werent the best. i wasnt happy as i think i should be. We never really had that beginning period of wonder and amazement that should start a relationship. i guess im just trying to create that. i hope you understand, i hate that we have...
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emaline:
i do know.

i just hate waiting for things that might not happen.
zaftigg:
if our clones hooked up I would be the pissed original with a shotgun who blew the head off your clone for stealing my clone away from me.

Don't fret, you could always clone yourself another buddy.

cl0ck

Wednesday Apr 09, 2003

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ran camera for the first time today during a newscast!!! it was awesome!

for those of you who dont know, ive been interning at WAND-TV for the past couple of weeks, a couple days a week. I had just been observing, learning what all the cues that the director gives mean and everything...today i framed up shots, and got everything ready...it was awesome.

its mostly...
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quinn:
well.........i'm more of a WICS person myself...
naw..not really..i'm just fuckin with ya...
thats killer.

kiss
emaline:
nice poem...

frown

Monday Apr 07, 2003

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Okay, i had an AMAZING weekend. i went to new orleans, these are the events as to what transpired.

thursday morning: 12am. got on the bus. we watched an old wrestling video from 1985, called Hulk Hogan: Real American. it was so freaking hilarious...he headbutted the soviet flag. i fell asleep about two or three. we drove through the night, eating at a shoney's in...
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quinn:
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh new awlins fun. i love love love it.
might head down for jazzfest...haven't decided though.
glad you had a blast.
wink
anonymouse:
Yeah, we have electricity for a reason. Fuck Daylight Savings.

My favorite drink is a vulgar virgin.

Tuesday Apr 01, 2003

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she new me: still busy i gather?
neodurden: nope...
neodurden: sorry, i didnt see you were online
she new me: wanna talk?
she new me: ah, it's ok
she new me: how was your day?
she new me: better yet, is it possible that we can talk about this over the phone, because i have to leave relatively soon
neodurden: busy...im so happy that i...
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undeadxdiatribe:
im glad you dug the f.d.l.s. song you downloaded....take care.peace.
jame.s
desilou:
i just wanted to say hello haven't signed your journal in awhile

Sunday Mar 30, 2003

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so, i just got back from rehearsal, and it went amazingly! we were practicing with a new drummer for the first time, and i couldnt believe how quickly he picked up on things. we had worked with a percussion/drum kit major for three weeks to get what our new drummer got in one day.

im going to new orleans in 3 days! woo hoo!!! one...
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Wednesday Mar 26, 2003

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so i started work at the local television station today! i didnt really do anything but watch...but i will start running camera and such soon.

the best part about it was seeing all the news people being real people. they cussed and were as vulgar as everyone else. so very very strange

one of the reporters even said "what? you mean she had small titties???"...
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quinn:
i'd volunteer a set...only i got no worthy photographer...that doesn't try to work somethin extra in the deal.


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