@missy @rambo
The time has come to once again, reflect upon another year.
This year was very important to me, because I finally got out. Before I met my partner (6 years ago) coming home was planned to be a temporary thing after an unusually awful and depressing breakup. I realized I had more growing up to do, and with him I built a plan. The valley was emotionally and physically killing me, so when we continuously took trips to find a new home, we finally said "fuck California, lets go higher". We took our roadtrip of 2 months living in the truck, and once we left California to oregon, I could breathe. My skin cleared up, my eyes opened. Aside from the fact I knew I was on vacation, I physically felt amazing. I knew this was the place. I bought my house that week. So when we came back, I cried. For about 2 days, until I got an email saying I was wanted for a job interview at Whole foods back up in Oregon. I flew back up, got the job, and here I am. With my chickens, and my boyfriend, and soon my mother. Its a wonderful feeling, accomplishing that and living here feels like a vacation everyday.
This years goal is to get some medical answers and with that being said, go a year without drinking. Like most, I use drinking as a social crutch, and emotional healer of some sorts in the most unhealthy form. Granted, im not a bad drunk, but my body needs the break. Ive been an addict in many forms, we all know this, and Im sure alcohol is no different. Im sure there will be plenty of growing and reflection. What did you accomplish this year? What are your goals?
