This isnt a SG homework, but Im sure @missy @rambo and @lyxzen can get excited about this!
Big changes are coming my way! I've been lacking the motivation and inspiration in my life, and realized the number one culprit was my job. I work with the mentally disabled at a group home. They are the lower functioning, abusive, manipulative, with many behaviors. Most of you know what I do; clean up poop, dodge punches, get screamed at, etc., but the most exhausting part of my job is my boss, whos also my family. Her negativity has consumed me, and I find myself usually wanting to scream by the end of the day. If you have ever met me, you'll know thats far from my character. My body and mind have handled it for 5 years. My goal to save every penny to move next year has kept me where Im at, since there are zero options as far as pay down here for me. I realized I spent most of my time complaining about her, which not only made my stress increase as well as people around me. I was turning into somebody I didnt want to be.
Randomt blog break brought to you by @sobelle shot for Hex Appeal
So, last week I decided to go check out the beauty school for esthetics-and I loved it! With my acne, I have become obsessed with skincare and everything surrounding it, so I began exploring jobs and realized it was possible. Now, I wont have time to work and the tuition is really expensive, but my mental and physical health is important. Everyone around me has to constantly remind me, because I feel guilty spending money on this when we are trying to save. I'll be searching for side jobs and internet possibilities, like selling prints and arts and crafts, so hopefully that will help. But I'm still excited! I can work at a spa (what a change! Haha) or wax buttholes haha! Either way, I'm excited to start this journey, and I wanted to share it with you guys.
Another exciting thing happening is @sunshine submitting this soon!
When I shot with Sunshine at Hell City it was only to model this lingerie, I wasn't planning on shooting a set. But I love shooting with her that I ended up just looking confident and comfortable, and we decided to just make it a set to share on Suicidegirls. I have been apprehensive submitting more work to SG, but I really loved it so I hope this makes the front page some day. In the meantime,
Bloomed Hearts is still in member review and needs your love!
Xoxo
Oh! And if anyones interested in what I eat, I made an ig for vegan food at @exningeats 😘🍌🍉🍆
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