@missy @rambo and @lyxzen with my favorite SG homework! So here's my little past time story
Blast from the past reminders are always bittersweet. Partly because my worst times were of my past, but they are also hilariously amazing. Seeing myself then you could tell I was in pain, but Id have it no other way. I was a junky, a meth head, and over 200 pounds. The last year of high school I quit drugs and got my shit together.
I went through a general punk phase and rockabilly style which was partially due to me being overweight and only having Torrid to shop at. I loved bright colors and never knew what I was doing. My speedy brain plucked all my eyebrows off and continuously chopped off my hair. Proud to say my current hair is the longest it's ever been.
I was also raped right before high school, and I spent most of my teenage years trying to make people believe me, which was horrible. My friends were all friends with the guy, and because I was 13, nobody believed me. Needless to say he screwed up enough times that ten years later people finally heard my voice.
I was also in an out of mental hospitals around this time. Wow haha. This blog is all over the place. I sound pretty crazy but I promise if you ever met me in person I'm one of the most level headed people you'll meet (..now, not then, obviously). Memories of this time consist of cold showers, no shoelaces, and giving up on care providers. Because although they are paid to help you, they rarely listen to what you truly need.
Anyway good fucking riddance!
And a little reminder in honor of Hell City coming up, don't forget to check out my set "Bloomed Hearts" currently in member review shot by @cdo which was shot last year at HC!
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vanp:
know this story very very well and personally, but you know with time I just had a feeling that had experienced exactly that, as much as it made me very bad at the time, made me also who I am. I am sure you can say the same <3
user3800866:
So proud of you, you look amazing and I absolutely love this set!