@missy @rambo and @lyxzen this week have asked us:
1/23: If you could go back in time and change one thing from your past what would it be?
Well, this was difficult at first to think of. In my life, I have made the choices up till now that has determined who I am as a person, and I would never change that. I'm very comfortable with the person I am, and I love myself as much as I can. But, there is definetly one thing I would take back, and that is when I said I couldn't make it for the Burlesque Tour.
At that time, they were looking for an assistant with @lolana and @sunshine which are two of my most favorite ladies. Being paid to go on tour with hot ladies around the US-yes please!
But, my cousin was in the process of opening up his own group home for the mentally disabled, and asked me to be House Manager. That was a big step up in responsibility and pay that I was pretty excited for. I have been working in this field for about 5-6 years. A new house, with another fellow vegan, less yelling, less stress from other family who worked there that I do not like. It was a double bonus. But, while everything was getting squared away, the determining time of work would have been the same as the tour.
Trying to be a grown up, I declined the opportunity from @missy which crushed me so hard because I wanted to do it so badly. Although, I must include that @lioness was a wonderful pick, and a sexy dj 😘
Anyway, it turned out my cousin had to do a bunch of other things while waiting for the state, which included 30k additional, so he had to postpone. I was soooo upset. I could have gone after all. It is definetly on my top list of regrets. I know I wouldnt had changed my decision, but this makes me think twice about "being an adult" hah! But if I get asked again for any sort of tour or exciting thing, I will always remember this instant and say "absolutely yes!"
