exning

Life is dreamy. 6 months and I still laugh hard. We're forming the house from the outside in. Drywall, tile, floor, doors, closets, baseboards, paint. I smile, share secrets, have friends. Writing these things and thinking about how so much has changed has made me realize that I finally have a normal life that people dream about and I really need to take this all in. All around me people have the problems I normally do. I'm overmedicated and stable. I'm confident and don't mind having cookies for dinner. I watch bad tv and think about my future. None of these have anything to do with each other, but it's just strange that I can finally write about it. That these are the things on my mind.