exning

I'm still not smoking! For those of you that read my blog awhile back about buying Blu electronic cigarettes, they have helped me a lot. Since being sick for a week I havent used them though, but I normally don't like having cigarettes when I'm sick anyway so its not much of a difference. BUT even before that I was cutting down on the fake cigarettes. This my friends, is a big deal to me. I've been smoking for over 9 years and I've never tried to quit. Oddly, its not that hard for me. Neither was quitting meth, heroin or coke which I did for 3 years. Losing 70 pounds has still got to be the hardest thing thus far. Anyway, time for pictures that I find in my mothers computer



my mother and I way back when we did this breast cancer/photoshoot thing. Check out those eyebrows of mine




Still have the same eyebrows in junior high.




My shirtless boyfriend and our friend




My mum being psychotic




Me being a player