exning

It's a scary feeling knowing that you are being waited on by your mother to see what you want to do with your life. I feel so much pressure, but by moving back home I feel like baby steps sometimes aren't enough. I've come to realize in only a few weeks what I've been missing and lacking in my life: my lovely friends and family.

As antisocial as I've been with everyone I met in Northern California, it has seemed to wash away in the valley. Even people I have never met I've come to see as my best friends here, it's strange, the heat can do some crazy things. I'm scheduling my written driving test for this week and hopefully the driving part next week, as I still need to get behind the wheel. I have a small crush on someone, but I've already established to him that I can't have a boyfriend.

My chinchilla seems very happy here, but he keepts eating too much and pooping too much, I don't know what his problem is. Seems healthy to me. Anyway, I leave you with a couple pictures. Also a link to help me out (I can't get a job here) click here to help me out