exning

Hey guys! Well things are starting to look half decent for me, aside from all the bullshit. Hanging out with my friends here makes me realize how lucky I am to be around genuine people, not fake stupid liars back in the bay area that I use to know. Currently reading the drivers handbook so I can start my own independence (yes..i don't kow how to drive, i have a severe anxiety towards it, i dont know why). Trying to make a little money, if you would like to support, join and donate right here and you will make me a happy lady!
Tonight I'm going to go watch my ex ex ex ex xamillion boyfriend and his band go play. Haven't seen him in years and I heard he turned Christian, so it should be interesting. My mother use to have a crush on him because he liked Nine Inch Nails and sang like Jared Leto. Now my mother is dating a 23 year old who..sort of does look like my ex boyfriend now that I think about it. Way to go mom, lol. As long as she's happy.
Anyway, there's many attractive men here that I forgot about and it's driving me insane. I don't like being single, but I have to, and I can't just go waving my vagina at everyone, doesn't work well.