I don't even post on my regular blog, I just post on SG lol. If you all didn't know I played music, I recorded a new song up on my music myspace. Keep in mind, it's not produced, its recorded off my webcamera, and theres nothing added, 100% live. I guess that's the beauty of having a breakup, some good music comes out of it. 
My moms here still till Wednesday, I don't know what I would do without her.
One of the things I'm realizing that I'm going to miss with a relationship is not having sex! I bought these awesome bras from shopping therapy at the mall with the mums and now I have nobody to show them off to (in person.) I don't like one night stands, or friends with benefits. I really wish I did though, it would make things a lot easier.
I'm slowly healing, I know it will get better, but the only way it can get better is to forget that he ever existed (this is how i deal). I don't want to forget him, but I'm learning now its ME FIRST motherfucker
My moms here still till Wednesday, I don't know what I would do without her.
One of the things I'm realizing that I'm going to miss with a relationship is not having sex! I bought these awesome bras from shopping therapy at the mall with the mums and now I have nobody to show them off to (in person.) I don't like one night stands, or friends with benefits. I really wish I did though, it would make things a lot easier.
I'm slowly healing, I know it will get better, but the only way it can get better is to forget that he ever existed (this is how i deal). I don't want to forget him, but I'm learning now its ME FIRST motherfucker
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I attache the feeling of love to strongly with the act of having sex. So I am actually scared of just having a one night stand and falling for someone. Well not that bad. I can have a one night stand, but if I like the person then I am going to get worried that I might develop more feelings for that person. I also don't want to sleep with a person I have no feelings for. I did that in the past and I felt guilty because I knew that person had feelings for me, but I wasn't interested in a relationship.