my fears are confirmed. i have failed.
i am dropping the Honors Senior Thesis class, and will receive a W on the transcript for my laziness.
and that's really what it is, let's call a spade a spade. i'm too fucking lazy to write this shit. i certainly didn't make it easy on myself, but if i really really wanted to, i could write something. but it's too frustrating, intellectually and emotionally. so i give up.
what bearing (if any) this will have on the rest of my future is uncertain. but i sure as fuck feel shitty about it.
i'll just finish out the rest of the year and worry about it later i guess.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
failure is scarier and more serious the older you are. i sure as fuck feel too old to be fucking up like this.
it's pathetic. no one to blame but myself.
i am dropping the Honors Senior Thesis class, and will receive a W on the transcript for my laziness.
and that's really what it is, let's call a spade a spade. i'm too fucking lazy to write this shit. i certainly didn't make it easy on myself, but if i really really wanted to, i could write something. but it's too frustrating, intellectually and emotionally. so i give up.
what bearing (if any) this will have on the rest of my future is uncertain. but i sure as fuck feel shitty about it.
i'll just finish out the rest of the year and worry about it later i guess.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
failure is scarier and more serious the older you are. i sure as fuck feel too old to be fucking up like this.
it's pathetic. no one to blame but myself.
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