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yeah. monday. like garfield, except so much worse than can be encapsulated in a trite 3 panel cartoon. i received the worst grade ever on an exam today.
a small tributary in the massive loch of failure and invalidated self-worth.

empty weekend filled with alcohol. i did manage to eat shit skateboarding so now my wrists really hurt and i have a fairly significant limp to contend with for the rest of the week probably.

lab exam wednesday will probably be pretty difficult. the weekend will inevitably be spent studying for an exam next wednesday and presentation project on thursday, and miscellaneous homework.
this is my last year, so there's light at the end of the years-long tunnel of doom. that light being of course work, more school, mortgages, paying loans...

worst of all, i don't really know if i'm even going in the right direction.
and worse than that is the fact that, if forced to, i'd have to admit that i still have it better than most, and should be thankful for the stressful and unfulfilling life i've got.

so really, this is happiness and success.
i must have some sort of chemical imbalance. poor me. haha.