" . . . where there was nature and earth, life and water, I saw a desert landscape that was unending, resembling some sort of crater, so devoid of reason and light and spirit that the mind could not grasp it on any sort of conscious level and if you came close the mind would reel backward, unable to take it in. It was a...
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diagnosis: psychosis.
symptoms: regrets of the past, anxiety of the future.
prescription: daily ethanol therapy.
prognosis: untimely death due to liver failure.
symptoms: regrets of the past, anxiety of the future.
prescription: daily ethanol therapy.
prognosis: untimely death due to liver failure.
wtf:
Anything that I remember that was so great as I kid, usually isn't so great anymore. I haven't even tried to drink out of a hose in a long time. Twinkies and popsicles ruled when you had them as a kid and they kinda suck in comparison now. But I have my memories... 
Have anything like that?
Have anything like that?
wtf:
How's the liver coming?
people who have had, are going to have, like, would like to have children are my sworn enemies.
wtf:
what's up with the chewing on your lower lip? Hmmm. I do that too. have you figured out why? I for the life of me can't. It's worse when I smoke though.
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[Edited on Jul 28, 2004 6:23PM]
i saw a dead people exhibit the other day.
there should be more of them.
been drinking and not doing much else. sleeping and dreaming.
peace.
there should be more of them.
been drinking and not doing much else. sleeping and dreaming.
peace.
gahhh.
it's too hot to sleep in LA. new house has no A/C, which is the true poverty line. no. that's a joke.
been keepin to drinking, trying to get to class in the a.m. and that's alright.
bowling too.
patiently awaiting the future which will be different, if not better.
life is pretty fucking dull to tell the truth. i saw Mm, and they...
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it's too hot to sleep in LA. new house has no A/C, which is the true poverty line. no. that's a joke.
been keepin to drinking, trying to get to class in the a.m. and that's alright.
bowling too.
patiently awaiting the future which will be different, if not better.
life is pretty fucking dull to tell the truth. i saw Mm, and they...
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damn MCAT prep class.
i can't stay awake.
got a DUI.
very much down in spirits.
very busy doing almost nothing.
tired all the time.
trying to quit all bad habits.
need pills. lots of pills.
going to try reading more.
lots of projects on hiatus.
DUIs are expensive.
lots to do. lots to do.
i can't stay awake.
got a DUI.
very much down in spirits.
very busy doing almost nothing.
tired all the time.
trying to quit all bad habits.
need pills. lots of pills.
going to try reading more.
lots of projects on hiatus.
DUIs are expensive.
lots to do. lots to do.
my triumphant return.
boring stories ahead.
first i finally got my degree. well not quite, since i still have library books out, but i can almost taste the useless document.
after that i drank exactly one liter of jameson per day for about a week and a half.
after that i went to sweden, denmark, and the netherlands, and i fell in love, with a...
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boring stories ahead.
first i finally got my degree. well not quite, since i still have library books out, but i can almost taste the useless document.
after that i drank exactly one liter of jameson per day for about a week and a half.
after that i went to sweden, denmark, and the netherlands, and i fell in love, with a...
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doctashock:
Glad to have you back. I hope things start to look up soon.
(I do look great don't I?)
(I do look great don't I?)
"better you than me"
"well, at least they died for a good cause"
"what cause was that?"
"freedom"
"you think we waste [arabs] for freedom? this is a slaughter. if i'm gonna get my balls blown off for a word... my word is "poontang"
"well, at least they died for a good cause"
"what cause was that?"
"freedom"
"you think we waste [arabs] for freedom? this is a slaughter. if i'm gonna get my balls blown off for a word... my word is "poontang"
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doctashock:
check out the pics of me and Shadow
doctashock:
where you at man?
the motherfuckin EBOLA virus got me.
beware: strange 24 hour stomach flu circulating about; HIGHLY contagious.
i spent all last night throwing up and shitting SIMULTANEOUSLY.
i didn't even know that was possible.
but it is, and now i've been cleansed.
i got it from my homie that works at UPS, so it's probably terrorist related.
i was up all night, and then i had...
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beware: strange 24 hour stomach flu circulating about; HIGHLY contagious.
i spent all last night throwing up and shitting SIMULTANEOUSLY.
i didn't even know that was possible.
but it is, and now i've been cleansed.
i got it from my homie that works at UPS, so it's probably terrorist related.
i was up all night, and then i had...
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rickroyal:
Now I am very frightened.
rickroyal:
The terms "right" and "wrong" don't really apply in modern society. Legality has replaced morality.
my novelty has worn off.
rickroyal:
A common fear, I should think.
doctashock:
mine expired quite a while ago
s'ok.
doctashock:
s'awiight... sawiight!!!!
Q: if someone wants my opinion on something, shouldn't they ask for it? is there anything cheaper or more widely available than opinions? seawater?
story of my life is as follows: studying for exams this week: Biochemistry, Organic Chemistry.
FRIDAY: getting fucked up with some good friends.
next week: two more exams: Organic Chemistry Lab, and Statistics.
Optional: ZENtertainment: talent of which i am a...
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story of my life is as follows: studying for exams this week: Biochemistry, Organic Chemistry.
FRIDAY: getting fucked up with some good friends.
next week: two more exams: Organic Chemistry Lab, and Statistics.
Optional: ZENtertainment: talent of which i am a...
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exit_stencil:
B+ on organic chemistry for a sum total of a B+ so far in the class, which is (pardon me) pretty disappointing.
let's see how i do tomorrow.
let's see how i do tomorrow.
[Edited on Aug 08, 2004 6:55PM]