existentialsex4

Things have been good lately, but extremely busy. I'm currently writing my thesis and it is an arduous process. I battle with my own self esteem, and feeling that I am not good enough. This feeling makes me lose motivation to write. But, at least I'm sitting down on the computer and writing some words and reading some items.

While writing my thesis, I have started to put packages together to apply for my PhD. I'm applying for Princeton and Berkeley. Both are on my top choices, but I sincerely doubt I will get in. Other than those two, I have heaps of schools to apply to, and I'm trying to remember the stuff I need to get done (including studying for my GRE every day). On top of that, I am writing a paper on neuroscience and love. Blah, I'm so busy.

Amidst the busyness, I feel so good about moving out and doing shit on my own. It's harder paying bills, and keeping track of things. I also find it difficult to manage my time, and fit enough hours in the day to write, and eat, but I will get a handle of it all eventually. I also find time in my day to appreciate some new art, some new music, and be inspired. These things are what makes my life pleasant. There is something about finding a new artist or song that sends chills down your spine.

This week I've been listening to this:



And I've been looking and admiring her stuff (I love the fact that she has a mouse beside her as she paints.Lora Zombie seems like such a neat and cute person. I'm happy she exists):



And now...I write some more.