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So an update. I sit here, with all my papers fully complete. All that needs to be done now is for me to scale the mountain of finals that I must correct, then my summer officially begins. I am totally looking forward to this summer, taking extra photos, sleeping in, doing research that I actually want to be doing, and finally getting my chest inked. Sprinkle with a bit of music, a trip to Montreal and a dash of a new lover and this might turn out to be the most rocking summer ever. Now, I just need to find that new lover.

I'm surprised that I rarely think about my ex anymore. And when I do, the feelings are just meh. What helped was remembering how I felt about her from the beginning. I was excited to be in a relationship, this is true. But at the same time, I remember seeing pictures of her, and learning about her and I was kind of iffy about her in general. She didn't really dig art too much, she wasn't into learning about photography (she took lots of pics with her DSLR, but never really want to improve on her talents), she didn't like any decent music and half the bands she liked were from the early nineties grunge era. Don't get me wrong, that decade had some good music, but she never really broadened her horizons. I don't think she had ever heard of bands like the strokes, or vampire weekend, or any decent band since the early nineties. Finally she was pretty plain jane, in terms of her style. There was no pizazz, no hutzpah. Now my thoughts of the ex are a plain and simple, "meh".

Anyways this week is going good. My dad and I are bacheloring it, since my mom is gone for a week. I spent the day cleaning my room and listening to music. I called my niece and sang to her. Then I ate chocolate covered pretzels and settled in to SG land surfing blogs and all of it's interesting and wonderful members. Anyways it's 2:41 and I'm off to bed. Good Night All...Time to rock...