existentialblues

Im (not) with the band!
Seriously though, what an awesome fuckin night. I go out to see my favorite band, and dude at the door lets me in free. Then, all my friends decided they were gonna wait till the suns came on (which was midnight) to get there, so ive got this big ass table reserved for 12 people, sittin at it by myself....
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The actions misleading
The words have no meaning
And leave it further still

It's hopeless and pointless
And unlike all the rest
It's something I dont mind

And I
Remember falling victim again
And I

I'm walking in circles
On pins and on needles
And giving it all away

Unwilling
Ungrateful
And nervous
Can you tell?
The laughter starts to fade

And I
Remember falling...
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Damn! you know i never could get those pictures to work, ill have to see if i can get in touch with britt and see if she will send me some. anyways, yeah, just feelin a little lost lately. although i dont really know if thats a bad thing. things were so strange when they were goin good, cause i wasnt used to it. bein...
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woooo! happy birfday to me! im too effin lazy to write anything so pfffffffft.....

woo hoo! happy birthday to me ! or at least here soon. plus i finally got my truck fixed. i been havin fun. things have been working out for me, and i get to see someone very special that i care very much about this week. the happiness just knows no bounds for me. so, im happy, but im still wary, like anyone. and now...
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had to......
"my neighbor, she had a demon in her"
"what did the demon look like?"
"did you ever see alien? with sigourney weaver?"
"it looked like a giant insect?"
"no......it looked like sigourney weaver...."

well, its not so bad, it looks like ill actually only be o.o.c. till the 25th. sucks but hey at least ill have my truck back for my birthday! oh wait.....but that means i wont have any money for my birthday.....never mind, it just sucks. oh well, hmmmm, so another year passed (well almost) that was fun, i remember many great days of....of....hmmm....i seem to...
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oh well, no money fun food or anything for me for the next five weeks. probly wont be at home either for a while im gonna have to stay with a friend. oh well, see yall soon. anyways, im goin to go throw away my four leaf clover right now, it helped me out alot these last two weeks but apparently it hates me now....
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