existentialblues

last night i dreamt i was alive. it was beautiful and scary at the same time.
i saw color for the first time, and realized this whole world has been monochrome all along...theres color everywhere. we just dont deserve to see it.
i breathed and realized just how good the air really tastes, and realized we only get smog.
i heard the birds sing and understood their bliss....and realized weve all been listening to techno...

oh well. just another dream that wont come true.
that is to say, bullshit.
oh well....
even knowing what i know now,

I would have dont it anyway

Were gonna free you all
And make you all one of us
bullshit
Were gonna find everyone
And make them pay for this
bullshit
Go ahead have some more
It wont hurt you
bullshit
I know it hurt before
But I swear this time it wont

Even knowing what I know now
I would have dont it anyway
Black and blue and red from you still
I would have done it anyway

If you close your eyes
It will all go away
BULLSHIT!
Keep your head up man
Tomorrows a better day
BULLSHIT!
Bad things never happen
To good people
BULLSHIT!
We treat everyone here
Like they were an equal
(BULLSHIT!!!!)

Even knowing what I know now
I would have dont it anyway
Black and blue and red from you still
I would have done it anyway

Well do better next time
If you give another chance
bullshit
I understand you now
And I know exactly what you want
bullshit
Try this for now
You'll like it just as much
bullshit
Do everything we say
And we wont leave you fucked