exaraxe

For as long as I can remember, I've felt a bit misplaced here in life. I feel as though perhaps I am lost or that I have lost myself. Maybe it's not me that is failing, but the society in itself.

I've become a different person than I was developing to be in my early years, and maybe it's just now catching up with me. I often talk to people around me, and people that I'm familiar with to no avail. I feel that in most cases the conversations hold no sustenance, and it makes me a bit unmotivated to meet or converse with new people.

I guess I'm attesting to the fact that I do often categorize persons, but I can't say it's always without some degree of accuracy. Perhaps what I'm getting at is that I feel like a good portion of everyone I know has become dull in conversation. Drunk talk, chit chat, small talk, or what ever it can be called. It has become unappealing and somewhat frustrating. Not to the point that I disregard or dislike the persons that do it, but more that it's just not a priority of mine to feed that sort of irreverence to the capabilities of human knowledge and discussion.

I don't blame them however, but I do blame that which they are surrounded by. The world is at a critical point, and there's little that any one person can really do about it. We're on the verge of many disasters, and I've a feeling that the most overlooked one of all is our sensibility for the future. That being, sciences and technologies that we will need in order to combat the problems we are causing now. Lets be smart here for a minute and think about everything we do to our environment. At some point you must realize that there is always a consequence for every action committed. I guess there's just too many people obsessed with the idea of the moon landing being faked to grok (thank you Flux) the basic scientific evidence at hand.

I suppose this could be looked at as a hypocritical statement. In a way that I am expressing a point to persons that probably find it irrelevant or overstated. All I can say in retort is that I've at least a degree of integrity to understand that it's not the fault of the individual, but rather of the society in which they inhabit. How feeble the minds of our age, to ignore such obvious proofs. Irreverence to problems is like a poison to our ways of life. Shameful it is, that we can not even help each other to achieve a better value of life.

Pretty much a rant for the current time, and I will probably be less involved in it all tomorrow. I feel that it was worth the effort, if not to at least release frustration for the ignorance of our masses.