This is the message I just sent to him.
*crosses fingers*
I hope this turns out well even if he doesn't feel the same.
You're going to bed, but screw it since I have to stay up to finish my damn chem anyways, I may as well just lay this out there and you can look at it later or whatever. The thing about all...
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*crosses fingers*
I hope this turns out well even if he doesn't feel the same.
You're going to bed, but screw it since I have to stay up to finish my damn chem anyways, I may as well just lay this out there and you can look at it later or whatever. The thing about all...
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Wow.
There is alot on my mind that I want to say and get out there, but I'm just not sure how to get it out.
The one thing I can affectively express right now is that I am totally smitten and every damn thing he does makes me like him a little bit more and I really hate it. You know in Love, Actually...
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There is alot on my mind that I want to say and get out there, but I'm just not sure how to get it out.
The one thing I can affectively express right now is that I am totally smitten and every damn thing he does makes me like him a little bit more and I really hate it. You know in Love, Actually...
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yuriel:
bleh!
hehe
enjoy being in love and such dear
yeah be assertive and just GO!
hehe
hehe
enjoy being in love and such dear
yeah be assertive and just GO!
hehe
yuriel:
oh ;\
well you really like him at least right? -shrug-
-hug-
well you really like him at least right? -shrug-
-hug-
Did it again. Yep.
This time it took alot less time ...
And I totally lost my shirt at one point.
Hmm...
This time it took alot less time ...
And I totally lost my shirt at one point.
Hmm...
yuriel:
this sounds rather awesome 
like ya had fun or something hehe
like ya had fun or something hehe
Quick entry because sitting up for too long makes me feel queazy.
Yes, last night I did go to the ER. I had not been feeling well, so I went to the Health Center. When I got home, I took the drugs they gave me in the manner they told me to, but my fever kept climbing. I topped out around 102.5 with a migraine,...
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Yes, last night I did go to the ER. I had not been feeling well, so I went to the Health Center. When I got home, I took the drugs they gave me in the manner they told me to, but my fever kept climbing. I topped out around 102.5 with a migraine,...
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yuriel:
i hope youre feeling much much better soon -hug- <3
1. I need to remember to sign up for a laundry time, honestly. I'm out of freaking pants, almost.
2. I think this is jealousy and this kind of jealousy is totally foreign to me.
3. I have minor pitikias (sp?) on my arm and I'm not sure where they came from.
4. The Entry I Promised...
Saturday
I woke up at about 12:30 because...
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2. I think this is jealousy and this kind of jealousy is totally foreign to me.
3. I have minor pitikias (sp?) on my arm and I'm not sure where they came from.
4. The Entry I Promised...
Saturday
I woke up at about 12:30 because...
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pinkily:
wow.
That sounds like it was a SUPER sweet day.
Damn I miss that kind of stuff!
That sounds like it was a SUPER sweet day.
Damn I miss that kind of stuff!
punknitemike:
woah...go YOU! sounds like things are good!
i need to check out this jungle jim's place...ive heard about their selection of hot sauce & i just gotta check this out for myself!
i need to check out this jungle jim's place...ive heard about their selection of hot sauce & i just gotta check this out for myself!
This will be a long entry, later.
For right now...
We made out... ALOT!
For right now...
We made out... ALOT!
Well, this has been one special, special evening.
At dinner we discussed psychology.
Dana came over and we watched South Park the Movie and it was awesome. We tried to watch Lost in Translation but totally talked right through it. Then Grant, Joey, and Steve came over and we got alcohol. Having settled in to a place to drink, everyone began to drink. Trevor came...
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At dinner we discussed psychology.
Dana came over and we watched South Park the Movie and it was awesome. We tried to watch Lost in Translation but totally talked right through it. Then Grant, Joey, and Steve came over and we got alcohol. Having settled in to a place to drink, everyone began to drink. Trevor came...
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Quick update time.
I have talked to or hung out with Steve every day since Friday for a really good spanse of time. We've talked about alot of different things, and today, we talked about relationships. I discussed my desire to not have anymore purely sexual ones. He told me that's not what he wants either. I told him how I want one that is...
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I have talked to or hung out with Steve every day since Friday for a really good spanse of time. We've talked about alot of different things, and today, we talked about relationships. I discussed my desire to not have anymore purely sexual ones. He told me that's not what he wants either. I told him how I want one that is...
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pinkily:
wow.
First off, I'm glad things are going well with you and Steve! Don't you love the whole process?
Second, about your friend Ellen--that is terrible. I couldn't imagine losing that many people to car accidents in such a short amount of time. I think your idea of setting aside time for her is wonderful.
First off, I'm glad things are going well with you and Steve! Don't you love the whole process?
Second, about your friend Ellen--that is terrible. I couldn't imagine losing that many people to car accidents in such a short amount of time. I think your idea of setting aside time for her is wonderful.
So, my two best friends in the entire world are Ellen and Steve. I haven't had any best friends in a long time because we went our seperate ways, broke up, or I was in a phase where I thought there was no such thing as a real "best" friend. But, I can honestly say, I think Ellen is one of my soulmates. We never...
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meow:
Ellen sounds like how my best friend Amber is with me. She's my fave gurly ever!
I had actually never been to Masque before though its owned by the same ppl who own the place I work it. It was good times!
Trent! Ahhhh! *drools*
I had actually never been to Masque before though its owned by the same ppl who own the place I work it. It was good times!
Trent! Ahhhh! *drools*
pinkily:
mmmmm way tough situation. 
I've never done the whole telling a guy friend that you like him thing. I've wanted to...but never done it, cause I'm a wuss. I know it causes a lot of stress though. I'd say just wait it out, see how things go....and maybe then make a decision?
I so did not know you broke up with Ian.... I sorry.
and I don't think your entry is shallow or petty--its a "journal", right? Isn't that what journals are for? hell, I know you've read mine.....
I've never done the whole telling a guy friend that you like him thing. I've wanted to...but never done it, cause I'm a wuss. I know it causes a lot of stress though. I'd say just wait it out, see how things go....and maybe then make a decision?
I so did not know you broke up with Ian....
I sorry.
and I don't think your entry is shallow or petty--its a "journal", right? Isn't that what journals are for? hell, I know you've read mine.....
[Edit: Forgot to mention I finally worked up the nerve to break up with him. That would explain some of my issues, yes?]
I'm an emotional basket case right now and I have no idea why. I'm so freaking stressed about so many things and I'm about 90% sure that at least 40% of it is in my freaking head. I even cried at work...
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I'm an emotional basket case right now and I have no idea why. I'm so freaking stressed about so many things and I'm about 90% sure that at least 40% of it is in my freaking head. I even cried at work...
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pinkily:
I'm sorry hun. Being an emotional basket case is DEFINATELY NOT FUN! I'm in the boat with ya right now. It sucks.
Hope things get better real soon, and if there's anything I can do for ya, let me know!
I'm sorry hun. Being an emotional basket case is DEFINATELY NOT FUN! I'm in the boat with ya right now. It sucks.
Hope things get better real soon, and if there's anything I can do for ya, let me know!
Are you glad you sent him that message??