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Long time no update... for me at least.

I want to write about how great my break was, but right now I'm not feeling it. I'm feeling more like crying than I want to admit.

I was hoping that looking up that information would make it all better, but now my head is heavy and a good cry is desperately needed.

To top it off,...
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punknitemike:
did everything go alright?
pinkily:
frown whats wrong?

Sometimes you just need a good cry. frown
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Sooo... My plans for Thanksgiving have been run past both sets of parents and finalized. It's official: I'm going home to Rochester, New York with Steve for Thanksgiving. Needless to say, I'm uber excited and kinda nervous at the same time. He's already got a short list of things he wants me to see, people he wants me to meet, places he wants me to...
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pinkily:
awwwwww! smile I don't even know how to post pictures like that on here. but that is so cute!

I have some pics of me an Tony, but they're stashed away right now. I might have to bust them back out, due to my recent journal entry, and the fact that I think we are officially back together (cause before, we weren't really official just cause I didn't think we were, for some reason)

You guys are so cute smile
pinkily:
yeah yeah yeah, I wanna know how to post pictures!! smile I wanna show off my hot boy. Well, he's hot to me, and that's all that matters smile
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I kinda heart Steve alot and when he did something cute this [afternoon] in bed, I told him so.

That card he was holding on to... he kinda gave it to me.

He said, "I like love," and smiled at me this evening and I smiled and said, "I love it."

heh.

Just felt like sharing that.
pinkily:
awwwww!!! smile so cute!
pinkily:
Thanks for the comment. smile

and yes, I know exactly what you mean about hinting around with the love thing. I miss those days! lol biggrin
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Type "[Your Name] needs" in Google.



This is what I came up with:

Evy needs an old pair of Scrolls.
Evy needs Intensive Care for a couple of days, but all will be ok, i'm sure of that.
Evy needs to take a writing course.
Evy needs to work on drawing characters from unique angles.
Evy needs to learn.
All Evy needs is a better...
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pinkily:
Thanks hun! smile

Hope all is well for you right now. smile
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I should really be writing my damn Africana Studies paper, but I don't feel like it at all. I want to just... I don't know really. I'm in a weird place right now. Am I happy or sad? Both? Am I exhausted? Probably. Do I want to be home? Yes and no. Can I take a couple friends and Steve home with me and say...
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a_vanity:
ugh, im supposed to be writing about a paper on kandinsky and existentialism... i feel your pain!! kiss
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I can't figure out why I'm so ridiculously jealous. I've never gotten like this before, not to this degree. I'm not a jealous person by nature, but damn. I can't shake it. She's a good friend, but I know she's flirting with him and I know it's worse than ever. I know he doesn't like her, he's told me, but damn it all. It's driving...
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What the hell is wrong with me right now?

I was hoping that with JNB being over and me having spent some quality time with the ever amazing Steve (no, seriously, he is really an amazing boyfriend and human in general) I'd be feeling calmer and more relaxed but instead I feel so... I feel like I'm going to have a panic attack, honestly. I...
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corneilus_wright:
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Here I was busting with sheer joy because I honestly have an amazing boyfriend and someone I really really like like this for the first time in a long time (I've deluded myself recently, but this has that ... fluttery feel that the others didn't.) and I want to believe that my best friend is happy for me because of it. I really adore Steve,...
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pinkily:
Hm...........in a way, thats really not cool. I mean, she should be happy for you. Yeah, her and Steve didn't work out, but is that your fault? Fuck no! You can't help who you're attracted to, and who you get along with. And I would say, judging by your journal, you and Steve get along VERY well. smile

Don't let it get you down. Take her out for a girls night or somethin'. Cause ya know, if she just got out of a relationship, and she sees you in a happy one, it can be a downer. Trust me, I know! smile

But she still shouldn't blame you for anything.
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Well, we finally talked, and we are officially official. Hell, we're facebook official - minus the fact that he isn't on facebook, but oh well.

I'm really exponentially happy right now.

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And now I'm ridiculously stressed too!

Today
-class
-class
-work
-clean up lunch
-advising appointment
-study for chem
-quick nap
-study for chem
-set up dinner
-work table
-study for chem until I...
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corneilus_wright:
good to hear that you are happy smile
pinkily:
eek!! I'm so excited for you!! biggrin