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Just dropping a line to let everyone know I survived my surgery.

I feel alot like shit right now (pain, nausea, headaches, earaches, insanely sore throat, etc.), but the doctor said I did really well and only bled a little, so I should heal really fast. He guessed about a week of feeling like shit and then magically waking up all better. However, my breath...
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pinkily:
I hope you are doing well! sucks that you had to have surgery right before Christmas though frown

Look fabulous on New Year's and live it up!
corneilus_wright:
sending lots of love your way this holiday season kiss
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Steve must really like me, we just talked on the phone for almost an hour and he doesn't like or do well with phone conversations.

Granted, I had to call him, but he told me he was really glad I did and that I caught him at the perfect time. He's been busy ever since he got home and I caught him during some rare...
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yuriel:
aww yay!
and you take care and feel good after that mess with the docs now!
and enjoy steve's company! biggrin
<3
EL SUICIDO LOCO
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Things I feel like telling you all about me - or that I just want to get off my chest:

-Yes, chances are high I will be back at Witt next year against my better judgement and my deep desire to just want to leave for a while. I said I wasn't coming back for my senior year, and now there is a plan that...
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pinkily:
frown I'm sorry.

-I hate that I don't feel wanted, like I'm everyone's second choice.
-I hate how disgusting I feel.

I think those 2 statements are me in a nutshell, lately.

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Surgery is scheduled for the 23rd at 9am.

Yep, two days before Christmas.

This should be an interesting one.

tongue
pinkily:
I'm not really attemtping to be with him anymore. I told him to fuck off a little over 2 weeks ago.

The main problem is that I can't get over him. and It doesnt help when he goes telling my friend how he misses me and such. And I have to see him at least 3 days a week at work.

I still have hope that we will be together someday. Whether or not it will work out, who fucking knows.

I'm just in a rough spot right now.
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Yep, I'm tired and stressed. I have a ton to get done and no motivation to do it. It sucks kind of alot. I'm not used to being this unmotivated. I just want to sleep until I wake up and that's not an option at all. It's not that I didn't get enough sleep last night or the day before, because I did, I just...
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yuriel:
good luck dear
i know the feeling
best wishes
-hugs-
heh relax you arent doing as bad as you think i think? -shrug-
EL SUICIDO LOCO
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Huh...

I have to say this...

I had some of the best sex of my life last night.

AMAZING!

That is all.
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26-13 14-3-7-6-7. 13 24-25-14-3 22-1-19-3-7-21 3-8 3-7-15-15 17-8-25 3-26-1-3 13 15-8-6-7 17-8-25. 14-25-23-20-23-13-14-7-21?

I issued a challenge to Steve. He has to decode that message. The trick is, he doesn't get a key, he has to figure it out all on his own. He said he could do it if I gave him one, so now we'll see just how long it takes him. Mr....
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fatoperaguy:
I'm so going to decode that today!

unless its personal

let me know
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Again I say: Shit Fuck Hell Week

It's already hit hard.

Haven't been to bed yet and it's a Tuesday because I freaking studied my ass off all night and I still think I failed that exam. Why must Dudek make it all so fucking impossible?

Today I have one paper to write and I'd like to have all my chem homework done. If I...
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My subscription runs out right before (maybe after) Christmas. This kinda sucks since I don't have the money to renew it right now. I have bills to pay, a bank account to get back into the black, and presents to buy for my family and Steve.

Meh.

That is all.
pinkily:
frown it seems like everyone is leaving here.

Oh well. Me too.
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Meh.

Migraine.

Lots to do.

No desire to do anything.

Good news: Dudek is going to help me out grade-wise in chem becase of my not so 100% health.