Thought I would also give you a quick run down of what's going on in my life....
Thursday
-Worked out.
-Movie night at Joe's. Maybe if I love him enough I'll get him a subscription on here for his birthday/Christmas present. So what they are 5 months apart. That's 50 bucks and more than I am willing to spend on one friend for one event considering I'm so broke.
-Didn't get home until like 4 or 5.
Friday
-Worked out again.
-Zach came in town.
-Went to Jacob's with the hott sexy one. We danced and flirted and made fun of the couple on the block and got dirty and pretend made out all night long.
-Slept with Zachy and he didn't steal my covers this time.
Saturday
-Slept in too late to go to the gym.
-Worked from 12 until 10:30. I was only scheduled until 8, but you know how it is at a hospital. And, I didn't get lunch! I was dead when I got home.
-Watched Garden State with my brother.
Sunday
-Slept until I could not sleep anymore.
-Said a big "FUCK YOU!" to Father's Day in general. I went with my mom to pick up my brother and my jack ass father actually smacked me across the back! What the fuck! Then he told me that I *WILL* come and see him or else. My response, in my head of course, "Or else what? You won't buy me a car? Already bought my own. You won't help me pay for college? Already paying for it all by myself. You'll ground me? Already live with mom and I'm damn near 20 years old." Grr...
he makes me angry.
-Went to Steak N Shake with mi familia and couldn't even finish the one thing I ordered because I thought about the calories and fat in it and wanted to vomit.
-Grocery store for cookie making supplies.
-Picked up Lisa.
-Made "cookies."
-Ian was supposed to call, but he didn't. God I hate missing him.
-Took Lisa home and picked up flour and more chocolate chips.
-Made actual cookies.
Monday
-Slept in some.
-Watched the first disk of season 4 of Queer as Folk. God, I love that show.
-Started writing letters to the incoming freshmen I'm mentoring. I have 5 of them! Good lord!
-Went to the gym.
-Picked up Lisa.
-Went to the movies and saw Batman Begins for free! God I love having friends that work there. Good movie. Didn't like the beginning.... but still worth seeing. And DAMN was Scarecrow hott. *shudders* I want to do that man. I told you, I have a thing for men with black hair and blue eyes and he has some of the most beautiful blue eyes EVER. And his cheek bones! *dies*
-Went to Meijer.
-Went to Joe's.
-Took Lisa home.
Today
-Woke up from a very bizarre dream.
-Got on here.
-Going to workout later.
-Going to clean my room.
I think I need to stay in tonight. I've been going out so much recently that I'm tired and grumpy alot more than I should be. It's not good for me to be out until 5a 6 days a week.
On another note, I finally have a work schedule, so I can find another job more easily, and make plans in advance. Because of this, I have also been able to figure out that I will be going to Canada in July for about 4 days to spend time with my Ian. I'm super excited. I haven't seen him since the very beginning of April and I miss him terribly.
While talking to Lisa last night I realized that he is the only boy I've ever really liked or dated that I think is worth the distance. He's worth it. Wow. I also realized that I totally love him. No, I did not just say I'm IN LOVE with him, but I do love him. It's a step in the right direction though. Ha. And I thought I would never love right again.
Thursday
-Worked out.
-Movie night at Joe's. Maybe if I love him enough I'll get him a subscription on here for his birthday/Christmas present. So what they are 5 months apart. That's 50 bucks and more than I am willing to spend on one friend for one event considering I'm so broke.
-Didn't get home until like 4 or 5.
Friday
-Worked out again.
-Zach came in town.
-Went to Jacob's with the hott sexy one. We danced and flirted and made fun of the couple on the block and got dirty and pretend made out all night long.
-Slept with Zachy and he didn't steal my covers this time.
Saturday
-Slept in too late to go to the gym.
-Worked from 12 until 10:30. I was only scheduled until 8, but you know how it is at a hospital. And, I didn't get lunch! I was dead when I got home.
-Watched Garden State with my brother.
Sunday
-Slept until I could not sleep anymore.
-Said a big "FUCK YOU!" to Father's Day in general. I went with my mom to pick up my brother and my jack ass father actually smacked me across the back! What the fuck! Then he told me that I *WILL* come and see him or else. My response, in my head of course, "Or else what? You won't buy me a car? Already bought my own. You won't help me pay for college? Already paying for it all by myself. You'll ground me? Already live with mom and I'm damn near 20 years old." Grr...
he makes me angry.
-Went to Steak N Shake with mi familia and couldn't even finish the one thing I ordered because I thought about the calories and fat in it and wanted to vomit.
-Grocery store for cookie making supplies.
-Picked up Lisa.
-Made "cookies."
-Ian was supposed to call, but he didn't. God I hate missing him.
-Took Lisa home and picked up flour and more chocolate chips.
-Made actual cookies.
Monday
-Slept in some.
-Watched the first disk of season 4 of Queer as Folk. God, I love that show.
-Started writing letters to the incoming freshmen I'm mentoring. I have 5 of them! Good lord!
-Went to the gym.
-Picked up Lisa.
-Went to the movies and saw Batman Begins for free! God I love having friends that work there. Good movie. Didn't like the beginning.... but still worth seeing. And DAMN was Scarecrow hott. *shudders* I want to do that man. I told you, I have a thing for men with black hair and blue eyes and he has some of the most beautiful blue eyes EVER. And his cheek bones! *dies*
-Went to Meijer.
-Went to Joe's.
-Took Lisa home.
Today
-Woke up from a very bizarre dream.
-Got on here.
-Going to workout later.
-Going to clean my room.
I think I need to stay in tonight. I've been going out so much recently that I'm tired and grumpy alot more than I should be. It's not good for me to be out until 5a 6 days a week.
On another note, I finally have a work schedule, so I can find another job more easily, and make plans in advance. Because of this, I have also been able to figure out that I will be going to Canada in July for about 4 days to spend time with my Ian. I'm super excited. I haven't seen him since the very beginning of April and I miss him terribly.
While talking to Lisa last night I realized that he is the only boy I've ever really liked or dated that I think is worth the distance. He's worth it. Wow. I also realized that I totally love him. No, I did not just say I'm IN LOVE with him, but I do love him. It's a step in the right direction though. Ha. And I thought I would never love right again.
Yeah, posting on here that you've been going to the gym, makes you think about what a good job you're doing, and makes you want to stay on the right track...........but where the hell did I go wrong?? Hell, I quit going like 2 weeks ago. GRRR. I think I'm gonna try and make myself work out late at night, Mon, Tues, and Wed. so that I can keep myself awake those nights. I'm still adjusting to the nightshift...yeah, thats my excuse