evy

Long time no word from me.

Sorry bout that.





Reasons I love him.
# When I spend time with him it's like the time just flies by even if we aren't doing anything exciting.
# He makes me smile all the time without trying.
# He doesn't care that I watch little kid cartoons, look terrible when I first wake up, sometimes snore, and have a handful of bad habits.
# He's the best kisser I've ever met.
# He's good in bed too.
# Cuddling with him is so perfect. I've never "fit" so well with another person before.
# There are no awkward silences. We can have silence and not feel the need to talk to fill it up.
# He smells amazing to me but doesn't wear a damn thing.
# He pays without saying a word and sometimes does it even when I plan to pay and is all sneaky about it.
# We never fight or even have disagreements. The worst we'll do is make fun of each other but that's all in good fun.
# He has a potty humor that compliments my inner child's desire to laugh whenever someone burps or farts.
# He gets along with my friends.
# My mom likes him.
# My brother likes him.
# We have so much fun doing really stupid things like playing video games next to each other or reading books and cuddling. We don't have to entertain each other all the time.
# He doesn't seem to get annoyed at all when I spend 4 straight days with him.
# He offered to follow me up to school just to make sure I got here safely and was on call in case my car broke down. He even called when I hadn't called yet to let him know I got back safely.
# He made me kiss him goodbye.

Reasons I hate him.
# He's afraid of committment.
# He focuses on the negative things that can happen in a relationship and ignores the possible really great things.
# While I'm just thinking about living each day and starting a relationship in the here and now he's thinking years down the road about how he might fuck up my life or how it won't work out because I go to school 2/3 of the year but it's working just fine right now.

Just thinking as I talk to him.