evy

I talked to Jason last night for 6 hours. It was insane. We talk about the most random things and I love it. When I see I have a new message on myspace, I just light up and can feel myself smiling. Fuck, I'm smiling now thinking about it. I'm a loser, kay? I admit it.

We talked for so long last night and then he asked if I wanted him to pick me up when he got off work at 8a so we could hang out. I couldn't say no to that. He felt bad about not spending any of the weekend with me, but today was great. We just had amazing sex that seemed to go on forever (yes, it kinda really does. The boy has staying power), cuddled up close even though it was hot, slept, watched tv, ate some rice he made, played with his cat, and cuddled some more. I just really love spending time with him because everything is so chill and relaxed. I wish all my relationships could be like this.

I'm hoping that before I go back to school we can really sit down and figure out what we have here because it's pretty obvious we like each other quite a bit. We spend so much time together when we hang out (yeah, the shortest spanse of time we've spent together was a little over 12 hours), we talk at least a little bit every day, he wants to spend time with me on days he works even if he knows it's not the best idea... I don't know. I just hope this can work out for the best.

Anyways, I feel way overly girly now so I'm going to go play computer games and kill some bitches.

:-D