evy

As much as I complain about him (and I'm sorry because I know it can be alot) I really am super ... I forgot my choice word here. I guess what I was saying is that I love him and it's the little things he does that really remind me of that.

Maybe I complain so much because I've been hurt more than once so I want to see the flaws so it doesn't hurt as much if things don't work out, or maybe it's because we were such good friends beforehand that I already knew all his flaws and never got my "Oh, he's so perfect" stage. *shrugs* I don't know.

When he called me today (yes, I didn't see him even though we go to school at the same place and he's really only a 5 minute walk away) he had the "cute" voice. I don't hear it often and it's hard to explain, but it's the voice he uses when he wants to tell me something but hasn't worked up the nerve yet (only positive) or has something planned that he's really excited about. Last time I heard this voice was the day we, officially, started dating - hello 4 months ago. He's got this big *surprise* dinner planned for the weekend after this coming one (I have to go home, so I won't be here this weekend) and the surprise being what we are eating since he's cooking it for me and it's going to be a realy nice one. He is also getting me a small gift, apparently, but I don't know. He can be a real sweetheart when he wants to be.

Thanks for the reminder V Day.