I can't figure out why I'm so ridiculously jealous. I've never gotten like this before, not to this degree. I'm not a jealous person by nature, but damn. I can't shake it. She's a good friend, but I know she's flirting with him and I know it's worse than ever. I know he doesn't like her, he's told me, but damn it all. It's driving me crazy.
On top of this, I'm still stressed out and I can't really figure it out. My roommate mentioned that my mind has calmed down stress-wise with JNB being over, but my body hasn't really had a chance to fully unwind yet, so that's probably what it is. I just want it to go away and for me to not be jealous. I adore Steve, and he's been doing a good job of letting me know that he reciprocates, so this just needs to discipate.
Anyways, I have alot of chem reading to do and I'm aiming to be in bed around 11:30 tonight. Let's see if this actually happens.
*crosses fingers*
On top of this, I'm still stressed out and I can't really figure it out. My roommate mentioned that my mind has calmed down stress-wise with JNB being over, but my body hasn't really had a chance to fully unwind yet, so that's probably what it is. I just want it to go away and for me to not be jealous. I adore Steve, and he's been doing a good job of letting me know that he reciprocates, so this just needs to discipate.
Anyways, I have alot of chem reading to do and I'm aiming to be in bed around 11:30 tonight. Let's see if this actually happens.
*crosses fingers*
