Tuesday Oct 25, 2005

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Here I was busting with sheer joy because I honestly have an amazing boyfriend and someone I really really like like this for the first time in a long time (I've deluded myself recently, but this has that ... fluttery feel that the others didn't.) and I want to believe that my best friend is happy for me because of it. I really adore Steve, but Ellen can't get past him choosing me after what happened with them over 5 months ago. I can't help that you screwed that up for you with Steve (and you've since given me your blessing - to my face at least) and that you're relationship with Drew didn't work out, but this... wow.

Everytime I get happy and start to think she might be happy for me too, see does this.

Bah!


aMUSEr84: you're SO freaking cute
aMUSEr84: I LOVE it
aMUSEr84: except for the fact that I am super alone in life
EvyWasHere: lol
EvyWasHere: no you aren't
aMUSEr84: what boy do I have currently that is even interested in me?
aMUSEr84: oh wait NONE
EvyWasHere: just because you don't have a boy doesn't mean you are alone in life
aMUSEr84: and how the fuck am I going to take to semiformal?? oh that's right....no one
aMUSEr84: it means I am alone in a rather large
aspect of my life
EvyWasHere: I'm sorry
aMUSEr84: you should be....it is all your fault? :-P
pinkily:
Hm...........in a way, thats really not cool. I mean, she should be happy for you. Yeah, her and Steve didn't work out, but is that your fault? Fuck no! You can't help who you're attracted to, and who you get along with. And I would say, judging by your journal, you and Steve get along VERY well. smile

Don't let it get you down. Take her out for a girls night or somethin'. Cause ya know, if she just got out of a relationship, and she sees you in a happy one, it can be a downer. Trust me, I know! smile

But she still shouldn't blame you for anything.

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