Things I feel like telling you all about me - or that I just want to get off my chest:
-Yes, chances are high I will be back at Witt next year against my better judgement and my deep desire to just want to leave for a while. I said I wasn't coming back for my senior year, and now there is a plan that...
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-Yes, chances are high I will be back at Witt next year against my better judgement and my deep desire to just want to leave for a while. I said I wasn't coming back for my senior year, and now there is a plan that...
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Surgery is scheduled for the 23rd at 9am.
Yep, two days before Christmas.
This should be an interesting one.
Yep, two days before Christmas.
This should be an interesting one.
pinkily:
I'm not really attemtping to be with him anymore. I told him to fuck off a little over 2 weeks ago.
The main problem is that I can't get over him. and It doesnt help when he goes telling my friend how he misses me and such. And I have to see him at least 3 days a week at work.
I still have hope that we will be together someday. Whether or not it will work out, who fucking knows.
I'm just in a rough spot right now.
The main problem is that I can't get over him. and It doesnt help when he goes telling my friend how he misses me and such. And I have to see him at least 3 days a week at work.
I still have hope that we will be together someday. Whether or not it will work out, who fucking knows.
I'm just in a rough spot right now.
Yep, I'm tired and stressed. I have a ton to get done and no motivation to do it. It sucks kind of alot. I'm not used to being this unmotivated. I just want to sleep until I wake up and that's not an option at all. It's not that I didn't get enough sleep last night or the day before, because I did, I just...
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yuriel:
good luck dear
i know the feeling
best wishes
-hugs-
heh relax you arent doing as bad as you think i think? -shrug-

i know the feeling
best wishes
-hugs-
heh relax you arent doing as bad as you think i think? -shrug-
Huh...
I have to say this...
I had some of the best sex of my life last night.
AMAZING!
That is all.
I have to say this...
I had some of the best sex of my life last night.
AMAZING!
That is all.
26-13 14-3-7-6-7. 13 24-25-14-3 22-1-19-3-7-21 3-8 3-7-15-15 17-8-25 3-26-1-3 13 15-8-6-7 17-8-25. 14-25-23-20-23-13-14-7-21?
I issued a challenge to Steve. He has to decode that message. The trick is, he doesn't get a key, he has to figure it out all on his own. He said he could do it if I gave him one, so now we'll see just how long it takes him. Mr....
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I issued a challenge to Steve. He has to decode that message. The trick is, he doesn't get a key, he has to figure it out all on his own. He said he could do it if I gave him one, so now we'll see just how long it takes him. Mr....
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fatoperaguy:
I'm so going to decode that today!
unless its personal
let me know
unless its personal
let me know
Again I say: Shit Fuck Hell Week
It's already hit hard.
Haven't been to bed yet and it's a Tuesday because I freaking studied my ass off all night and I still think I failed that exam. Why must Dudek make it all so fucking impossible?
Today I have one paper to write and I'd like to have all my chem homework done. If I...
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It's already hit hard.
Haven't been to bed yet and it's a Tuesday because I freaking studied my ass off all night and I still think I failed that exam. Why must Dudek make it all so fucking impossible?
Today I have one paper to write and I'd like to have all my chem homework done. If I...
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My subscription runs out right before (maybe after) Christmas. This kinda sucks since I don't have the money to renew it right now. I have bills to pay, a bank account to get back into the black, and presents to buy for my family and Steve.
Meh.
That is all.
Meh.
That is all.
pinkily:
it seems like everyone is leaving here.
Oh well. Me too.
Oh well. Me too.
Meh.
Migraine.
Lots to do.
No desire to do anything.
Good news: Dudek is going to help me out grade-wise in chem becase of my not so 100% health.
Migraine.
Lots to do.
No desire to do anything.
Good news: Dudek is going to help me out grade-wise in chem becase of my not so 100% health.
Long time no update... for me at least.
I want to write about how great my break was, but right now I'm not feeling it. I'm feeling more like crying than I want to admit.
I was hoping that looking up that information would make it all better, but now my head is heavy and a good cry is desperately needed.
To top it off,...
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I want to write about how great my break was, but right now I'm not feeling it. I'm feeling more like crying than I want to admit.
I was hoping that looking up that information would make it all better, but now my head is heavy and a good cry is desperately needed.
To top it off,...
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punknitemike:
did everything go alright?
pinkily:
whats wrong?
Sometimes you just need a good cry.
Sometimes you just need a good cry.
Sooo... My plans for Thanksgiving have been run past both sets of parents and finalized. It's official: I'm going home to Rochester, New York with Steve for Thanksgiving. Needless to say, I'm uber excited and kinda nervous at the same time. He's already got a short list of things he wants me to see, people he wants me to meet, places he wants me to...
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pinkily:
awwwwww!
I don't even know how to post pictures like that on here. but that is so cute!
I have some pics of me an Tony, but they're stashed away right now. I might have to bust them back out, due to my recent journal entry, and the fact that I think we are officially back together (cause before, we weren't really official just cause I didn't think we were, for some reason)
You guys are so cute
I have some pics of me an Tony, but they're stashed away right now. I might have to bust them back out, due to my recent journal entry, and the fact that I think we are officially back together (cause before, we weren't really official just cause I didn't think we were, for some reason)
You guys are so cute
pinkily:
yeah yeah yeah, I wanna know how to post pictures!!
I wanna show off my hot boy. Well, he's hot to me, and that's all that matters
I kinda heart Steve alot and when he did something cute this [afternoon] in bed, I told him so.
That card he was holding on to... he kinda gave it to me.
He said, "I like love," and smiled at me this evening and I smiled and said, "I love it."
heh.
Just felt like sharing that.
That card he was holding on to... he kinda gave it to me.
He said, "I like love," and smiled at me this evening and I smiled and said, "I love it."
heh.
Just felt like sharing that.
pinkily:
awwwww!!!
so cute!
pinkily:
Thanks for the comment.
and yes, I know exactly what you mean about hinting around with the love thing. I miss those days! lol
and yes, I know exactly what you mean about hinting around with the love thing. I miss those days! lol

-I hate that I don't feel wanted, like I'm everyone's second choice.
-I hate how disgusting I feel.
I think those 2 statements are me in a nutshell, lately.