why the fuck cant i do anything right? Today Jeff and i got into yet another argument. I think that he will break up with me this time. I really upset him. *cries* Good goin' Tiff, fucking things up yet again. Before i left he said that he needed to do some thinking. He said that he definitely did still want to be with me, i hope he really does. I keep getting this feeling in the pit of my stomach that he will break up with me though. Ive been crying for about the last 2 hours. He told me that Ceasar(his dog) is #1. I dont like feeling like i have to compete with a dog for my boyfriend's attention. Thats what started the whole argument. We still dont communicate. Im not sure if we will get another try to work on that either. I cant stop crying. I just want to go to sleep and wake up in his bed and know that it was all a bad dream. Too bad it wasnt. *sighs* I really hope we get a last chance to work on this but im not sure if there is one.
pyrate:
It's never good playing second fiddle with your signifigant other, especially when number one is a dog.
