evon

okay....i think SIKE! is the best way to describe what is up now...

So the date i was supposed to go on tomorrow? Yeah, not happening. He wrote me, didnt call me, and told me that he wasnt feeling well today and that he doesnt think he will feel good tomorrow so more than likely i wont be going on any date tomorrow. I was so excited about it too...i have issues with being alone, i know...i dont like being single, but im not desperate though. I just feel like i cant meet any decent people around here. All the guys i meet just want sex. There isnt anything wrong with sex, but i cant meet guys who like/care for me just for who i am, not just because they want to fuck me. I just want someone that i can feel close to and not have to worry about if all they want is sex. *sighs*