I don't really understand the point.
Everything is work, but theres no point in working for something that isn't going to help me. So I endlessly waste effort never knowing what I really want.
I think that it might just be me, but looking around it seems that almost no one really knows what they want. Even if you try to be unique you end...
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Everything is work, but theres no point in working for something that isn't going to help me. So I endlessly waste effort never knowing what I really want.
I think that it might just be me, but looking around it seems that almost no one really knows what they want. Even if you try to be unique you end...
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I work too much but not enough. I stay up too late and never get anything done. Its hard to try and do something when everything in life is so forced.
I get so tired of having to do things on everyone else's schedule that when I have an hour or two for myself, I waste it by doing nothing just to do nothing.
Its...
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I get so tired of having to do things on everyone else's schedule that when I have an hour or two for myself, I waste it by doing nothing just to do nothing.
Its...
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I need to get drunk.
I have so much potential, but I can't get out of my chair.
I'm listening to a live acoustic version of the Massive Attack remix of 3 Libras by A Perfect Circle... I know, long enough name, but its one of the best songs I've ever heard.
I have absolutely no concept of time.
The first week back was brutal. Maybe I was too idealistic, or maybe I should've seen it coming given that I'm majoring in something not that I like necessarily, but was what I was best at in high school.
i'm far to naive with people. I give too many people too much credit. I just can't accept the fact that so many people are so...
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i'm far to naive with people. I give too many people too much credit. I just can't accept the fact that so many people are so...
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devastator:
april does seem damned far away...
perhaps you should do something that will retain your interest, passion, something of that sort.
well...
perhaps you should do something that will retain your interest, passion, something of that sort.
well...
Its been a while since I've even been able to get on here. I've had to work 11 of the last 14 days, including the 24th, 25th, and 26th. All I can do is look foward to that massive paycheck I'll be getting, and try not to think about how it will all be going to my Visa and tution. Easy come, easy go.
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I went and saw Finger Eleven last night. Unfortunately in order to see them I also had to pay for Evanescence.
It turned out to be probably the worst concert I've ever been to. Finger Eleven, for whom it was obvious many people came to see over the headliner, played for only 45 minutes, and the set list was total shit. It was the kind...
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It turned out to be probably the worst concert I've ever been to. Finger Eleven, for whom it was obvious many people came to see over the headliner, played for only 45 minutes, and the set list was total shit. It was the kind...
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kasara:
that's sad.
Finger Eleven is one of my favourite bands. Every time I've seen them it's been a really small club venue... maybe it wasn't that great because of the big auditorium. I find that takes away from things a bit.
I also saw A Perfect Circle in September. I thought it was fantastic. That was also a small theater, so it made it all the more intense. And I agree, Twiggy is kick ass
that's sad.
Finger Eleven is one of my favourite bands. Every time I've seen them it's been a really small club venue... maybe it wasn't that great because of the big auditorium. I find that takes away from things a bit.
I also saw A Perfect Circle in September. I thought it was fantastic. That was also a small theater, so it made it all the more intense. And I agree, Twiggy is kick ass
I'm not used to this journal thing. I need to write in some kind of context, but is this really just for me, or for others? Writing for myself I can't see the point of - personally anyway.
If its for other people what do I have to say thats actually worth their time? Simultaneously I get the pressure to be clever and the urge...
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If its for other people what do I have to say thats actually worth their time? Simultaneously I get the pressure to be clever and the urge...
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The day you realize you are nothing special after all....
And then it's the next level...