My grad show started today. I didn't really know what to think of it all. I'm not as into it as I thought I would be. I guess because I didn't get to 'fix up' my work like I wanted too, and beyond that, the sooner the show is over the sooner I have to be looking for a job.

I remember 3 years ago, when I was pretty down about having to take some time off, since it'd mean graduating 2 years behind pretty much everyone I knew. Now I'm just going to really miss being in school. I finally learned to appreciate the freedom you have, and how stress-free it all really is.

I'm trying to get excited about actually working for a living, but I think I'm just exhausted. Everytime I try to catch up on sleep, it puts me further behind on something else. My sense of humour is fading too... bad sign.