evolution

I should be working on some projects right now, but thats not going as planned. Its not really even work, just some sketches and minor layout... actually, I like doing it.

But for whatever reason I have no drive today and so instead this is all thats come out of 2 hours. I think I need to get something to eat.

Today was a hassle. My classes technically are 4 hours long, but its hard to have 4 hours of class that have a purpose. After some profs were cutting class an hour or so short, people complained, and now all the profs take 2-3 hours of class and force stretch it out to 4.

All of this means that I now have to sit in...
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In a week that has been one of the lonliest and most weird and depressing in the last 4 years, the weekend turned out pretty decent.

Friday was the first time I've got drunk in 2 months... and I got a little over-confident. Some carpet will never be the same.

Saturday was something crazy. I don't think I've ever felt that good drunk. It was...
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If someone makes journal entries every month or so, but no one ever reads them... do they make a sound?





Or does it even matter?

Today is Wednesday. Beware of Thursday.

They say that on a dark night, many moons ago, Thursday was betrayed by Wednesday and a jealous fit of rage followed.

They say that Thursday is forever scared and forever angry at the betrayal.

Guard your gold and freshly prepared Shake N Bake, for its soul is starving for wealth and crispy poultry.

vs.

Who will win? In the end they fuse to form a super uber lucha monkey the likes that no man has ever seen.

Its inconvenient that as the internet has become an increasingly social environment I've become increasingly anti-social online and on the phone.

I think its a combination of bad experiences and irritable people.

I should probably get over that.

Drag me down from my cloud and give me inspiration.

Its amazing how much you take something for granted until its gone. I miss sex. Masturbation just isn't the same.

My work tried to shaft me, but I think I'll quit. I hate the job anyway.

I miss sex. How bad does that sound. Then again, I suppose its my own fault, I just have to try a bit harder.

This is a time where...
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Spring is coming. I live for Spring.
If Summer is being drunk, Spring is the fun of getting drunk. Weird analogy, but being drunk, that was the first to come to mind.

If I was dead, Spring would awake my rotting corpse, which happens every year, I can't stand January and February.

I was close to happiness this week. The happiness came though at the...
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I don't really understand the point.

Everything is work, but theres no point in working for something that isn't going to help me. So I endlessly waste effort never knowing what I really want.

I think that it might just be me, but looking around it seems that almost no one really knows what they want. Even if you try to be unique you end...
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