evolkix

Been feeling a little out of sorts lately....
Tossing and turning more than usual. mind running like a race car when I lie down to sleep. Been thinkn alot about turning 30. which is dumb. just another birthday, but I think it means more to me for some reason. Also work has kinda sucked lately. slowing down. for a week there I was really optimistic. making good money. busy all the time. now it's at a crawl and one of my coworkers is really bugging me with their lack of charecter and parenting skills. one of the things thats been keeping me up. Also I've been obsesessing about the new Grand Theft Auto game. yes, like a total nerd. digging up every scratch of info on it before it comes out. Seriously. like evry night I'm on the net and I cant stop. It's like some kinda Uber dork fatal attraction. I think it's some kind of subconcious desire to avoid thinking about the coming of my 30th and the personal inventory I'll be taking on my birthday..
II know I'm being stupid about all these things , devoting way too much mental energy towards them but I just cant stop. Like some kind of nagging voice in the back of my head that's saying something I can't quite make out so I turn up the stereo..

It's early I'm rambling. I shouldn't be able to post until I've had coffee...
*makes note to self

1)how do you go to sleep?please explain

2)do you sleep on your front, back, or side?

3)whats your morning ritual?

1. lie down and let mind race for a while.then some times I'll try and go mentally zen to "calm the waters" and try and imagine a submarine type escape hatch I climb thru into sleepy land. no seriously.

2.usually side, then back, then side, then back. occasionally stomach but it never feels right. also, I never know what to do with my arms.

3. usually starts with getting my early bird son out of bed before he pisses off all thehappy sleepers. into the living room after opening up the kids room so he can play. then it's a good slash and the contacts in the peepers, toothbrushing and zombie time.