evol4love

ITS MY LAME ASS FUCKING BIRTHDAY TODAY............AND YOU KNOW WHO GIVES A FUCK ................. ME NEITHER ......... SOMEONE WHO I THOUGHT WOULD PUT A LITTLE EXTRA EFFORT INTO SOMETHING AS EASY AS A PHONE CALL IN THE MORNING..............FAILED.........BUT ITS OKAY I SHOULDNT CARE.....RIGHT? WELL I DO.......AND SHE DOESNT......OH WELL.......ALL THOUGHTS WILL DIMINISH WITH THE FIRST DRINK ....... AND ALL EMOTIONS WILL BE GONE WITH THE SECOND..... SO WHAT COMES WITH THE THIRD? ................ TONIGHT WILL PROVIDE ME WITH THAT ANSWER.......LIFE IS SO FUCKED UP .....ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE TO MUCH AND EVERYDAY THAT PASSES HOPE NO LONGER GROWS..... LIKE A ROSE IN A VASE........ IT STARTS TO BLOOM BEAUTIFULLY UNTILL PETAL BY PETAL THEY FLOAT OFF LEAVING NOTHING BUT A DEAD BRANCH (ME) AND DIRTY WATER (WHATEVER WAS LEFT OF A RELATIONSHIP)....................................HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!! ANOTHER LAP AROUND THE SUN PROVES ITS JUST ANOTHER DAY GONE...........