evilprozac79

There is so much I want to do with my life, but it seems like things are never as easy as they seem. You try and try to work against it, but sometimes you need to stop and rethink things. If you're beating your head against a wall, try searching for a door. Life's getting tough on me right now, and my positive attitude drops at times, but I'm trying to stay too stubborn to give up. I can do this, I know I can!

Things to do before I die:
Learn to speak Japanese and refresh my French... it's been so long I've forgotten it all! XD
Travel somewhere exotic and dangerous, like a rainforest
Get married and have kids!
Become completely financially independent
Learn to forgive myself
Get my criminal record sealed
Never go back to jail for any reason
Impress my family
Write a novel
Get back into the music scene
Find the courage to tell her how I feel and hope she can feel the same way, even though I don't feel deserving of her.
LIVE my life, and stop striving to just exist!