I'm almost 20. My engagement is over. I was too young, just too young for it actually. I don;t know. I'm cranky a lot. I haven't been taking good care of myself mentally, or physically. My room is so messy that you can't see the floor. I eat nachos for dinner and that;'s my only meal. I sleep all day. I stopped caring. I guess this is a depression of some sort...I'm too tired to do a lot of things, too confused about my sexuality to bother to figure it out. I've lost too much hope to try to find someone new. This is how it goes folks.

Ali