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I want to dedicate this blog to a very dear friend of mine who stuck by me through a real rough time. You know who you are. Thank you. You have my eternal friendship and love...

I want to thank those who are supporting me right now. I have been real depressed for some time now and to know that some of you really do care means so much to me. I want to thank each and every one of you who really do consider me a friend. You are all loved

So a few of you did ask for my...
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Well nothing new going on with me. I am thinking of moving away from the rotting cesspool of central PA. There's nothing here for me except my mother. Any cool places any body on here can think of? The job I have now is at Lowe's so I could transfer though I would want a different job once I found one.

So a few of...
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What a week. My job is run by a bunch of idiots. They take people off of our crew and add more stuff for us to do then bitch when we don't get it done. I don't need all that bullshit. So I'm keeping an eye out for a new job. There just isn't too many decent jobs where I live. It's either factory or...
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Man I'm fucking pissed off. I applied for a position at work and didn't get it again. This time they never gave me my interview which is mandatory for them to do so. They went out and hired someone instead of promoting from the inside. Myspace is also pissing me off to no ends. I have all these friends and no one wants to talk...
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Well I didn't get that Team Lead position I applied for. Another Team Leader applied for it and got it. Why he did it makes no businees sense because he will have more responsibilty but no raise in pay. I think it has to do with this girl who works that department. She just happens to be my friend and she is very attractive but...
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Well I'm going to try and keep my blogs updated and log in more often on this site. Why? Well, it's because I want to be more open and break my walls that I built around myself down. I feel comfortable on this site. Maybe it's because of all the nice and lovely girls. Anyway I was looking through the groups for the first time...
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I am a being of solitude,
My awakening means your death knell.
I am a being of solitude,
To me everything is an enemy.
I am a being of solitude,
You are my enemy.
I am a being of solitude,
Everyone who has ever come close to me has betrayed me.
I am a being of solitude,
No one can understand my vast loneliness.
I...
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So today, Sept 29th, is my 25th birthday. Another year that I'm single. I hate occasions like these. I always get so depressed and feel so alone. I'm starting to believe that there is no one who would ever be interested in me. I believe Sarah was right in what she posted on her myspace about me. That I am a waste of space, a...
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Alright, I wrote another short poem. Let me know what you think!

So I made my top 5 friends out of the friends on my first page of friends. It seems that whenever I went to the next page while editing them it fucked it all up.

Nothing really new going on for me right now. I work every week night, sleep all day and...
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Why in the fuck can't I put people in my friend list on here. I cleared it out about a week ago and every time I go to edit it I can put one person in then the rest don't actually add. So fuck it. Whoever SG decides to put as my friends get to be my top 5. Whatever, I don't talk a whole...
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Alright, so I went to change my friend list on here so I cleared it. Now every time I try to add someone on my list my damn comp freezes up! SG randomly put whoever in my friend list but I will fix it at a later time. I'm too fustrated with it right now! I'm also having problems deciding on who to place and...
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