eviled

It's a remarkably fitting first entry.

Monster - Ira Merrill

Oh, Dear, I am trying to forget you
Shall I curse the day I ever met you?
Well, it seemed like the thing to do
To hold this grudge a week or two
But the weeks turned to months, and the months to years
And it brought me joy, 'cause it brought you tears
And I'm sorry it's true, that I'm turning into...
A monster. A monster

Well, I had to lose you, just to tame you.
Well, I may have my faults, but I can still blame you
Well it seemed like the way to be
To weigh on you so heavily
To judge you, and scorn you, and put you down
Til you couldn't eat, or sleep, or make a sound
And you were under my thumb.
And know I have become...
A monster. A monster.

All of your deepest fears...
Let me bring to a head..
You turned our precious years into a memory I dread, you turned in your face for some angelic disguise...
But you still had lie... lyin' eyes...

I was once an advocate for freedom
But now, if I can't join them, I just beat them.
We seemed to have something good,
And I tried to treat you like I should
I proved it when you said you needed proof
You swore your love was true,
Tnd then tonight the truth
You wasted my time,
You'll pay for your crime
Oh, god, help me if I'm...
A monster. A monster, yeah.