So I am doing alittle better since my last entry but I am still broken hearted. Not much going on in my world except sleeping, working, and hanging out on SG. Well it is 8am and I have not gone to bed yet. I am going to try to go to bed now so I can try to get up later today before work and...
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So my girlfriend of four years just broke up with me Saturday and the told me Sunday night that she has cheated on me with two different guys while in the Navy. She has been in the Navy for two years now and will be in for a total of 5 years. I have seen her on 3 seprate occassions since for about a week...
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kinkerbelle:
no, I didn't change my mind. I don't know what happened??? 
bekka138:
im not sure they would let me donate anyways since i am anemic and on an iron supplement, it was just kinda one of those "hmmm that could work" moments.
it does get better. it sucks a lot, but then eventually you start to feel better.
it does get better. it sucks a lot, but then eventually you start to feel better.
So Turkey day was good. Saw some old freinds and family. Now the Christmas season starts and I am not looking forward to consumerism and going shopping and dealing with rude people. If people hate shopping and dealing with the crowds then why do they do it? Anyway went and saw Clutch tonight at the State Theatre in D-Town. Once again the men from Maryland...
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bekka138:
yeah kalamazoo does have a way of sucking you in, but i am stuck here till i finish school.
im going to clutch tonight in grand rapids, hopedully they are good here too.
christmas shopping always confuses me, isnt the point to be buying stuff for people you care about, and what not? but instead everyone rushes, and gets cranky and mean, to me that defeats the whole point.
im going to clutch tonight in grand rapids, hopedully they are good here too.
christmas shopping always confuses me, isnt the point to be buying stuff for people you care about, and what not? but instead everyone rushes, and gets cranky and mean, to me that defeats the whole point.
So Since my last journal Halloween has come and gone (I was a hockey player that was on strike if you care) I have worked alot and slept even more! I have become lazy and grown a beard. I went and saw the BEASTIE BOYS in Chicago and in Detroit back to back. IT WAS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!
Mix Master Mike was amazing. He just learned how...
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bekka138:
jail bad.
drug test bad.
an ideas on how to pass?
yeah i figured drinking and smoking heavily would get me thru the holidays pretty well.
drug test bad.
an ideas on how to pass?
yeah i figured drinking and smoking heavily would get me thru the holidays pretty well.
Busy week just stopped by the site for a minute. Been working alot, spent the night in jail and worked some more that sums up my week. 
Anyway things will get better this weekend, going to a wedding in GR for a friend and then have Hallo's eve to do what ever my devilish heart desires 
Anyway things will get better this weekend, going to a wedding in GR for a friend and then have Hallo's eve to do what ever my devilish heart desires
bekka138:
hope you had a good weekend!
So I went to see Cake yesterday and it KICKED ASS. I have not seen such a good show in a long time. It is defintly in my top 10 shows ever and I have been to 100+ shows over the years. They plalyed all of my favorites and had such great stage presence. I also went to see the new movie TEAM AMERICA and...
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bekka138:
Every once in a while I go back to the detroit area to visit friends, or go to a show, and then I think I should live here, its much better than kalamazoo.
I hate Home Coming, when I finally leave this fuckin hell hole of a town I will not return to try to re-live old college days and go to bars that I used to go to 5 years before and expect it to be the same (bad night at work if you could not tell).
bekka138:
hi!
So my awfull week of work was over and had a great weekend. A day of hang out with many friends on Saturday and day of rest on Sunday. Watched the Lions win a big victory and then went to coldbrook to throw a round of disc golf shot a plus 10. Not so good but coldbrook is a bitch of a course. Watched farenheit...
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Was just cruizin around the site today waiting to go to work. Not much going on this week just a whole lota working. I went to Shakespear's last night got alittle intoxicated with a buddy that came in town from Chi town. Now I must go start my grueling job which I have to be at for the next 7 nights in a row it...
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Pretty good weekend, worked for most of it though. Got to hang out with with some buddies on Saturday night and had an interesting evening to say the least. Also, if any one reads this and listens to Chevelle at all go buy their new ablum. I think it fuckin rocks. Any way it's about 5:30am so I am going to try to go to...
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and make bekka come. shes fun with neat hair