So I am sitting here in front of my computer at 5 in the morning I just got out of work 2 hours ago.  I am waiting to go to talk to my P.O. today because I am not smart enough to take a cab home when I got to the bar or to the bar when I have been drinking at home.  I have to go pee in a cup in a few hours and that has to be the most degrading thing in the world to do.  Especially when someone watches you do it.  So I am sitting here bored, lonely and looking foreward to getting today over with and it has not even truely started. 
 
    
  
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  maybe you should update 
  
 
      evile25:
      
      
      
    
  I didn't think anybody read anything on my page so i gave up! But you have given me new hope that people are looking!