I am feeling better now from my cold, but I am not enjoying things right now!!!

I got a $5,400 emergency room bill that I can't afford to pay. My Ex has been in my dreams for the last 4 nights. We broke up mutually in March, but I have been having some awfull dreams about her lately and not sure what they mean. She has been mean as fuck to me in these dreams and I can't get her out of my head because of these dreams. It has come to the point were I fear going to sleep because I know she will be in my dreams and I will wake up depressed.

My job that I have enjoyed so much has started to suck. I enjoy working with most all of the people I work with. However, the GM is a lazy bum and has been chewing me out lately for stupid shit when he is doing (or not doing) even more stupid shit. I am a manager there (3rd in command) and he is calling me out on shit that he doesn't do himself. This has me on edge and it is reminding me of my job in Michigan that I hated and was one of the reasons why I left Michigan.

On a completley different note I am not liking the new lay out to the site. It seems alot more difficult to get around but I am sure I will get used to it. However if it's not broke why fix it! I have just started to come a visit this site on a daily basis again and it gets all fucked up!!!! On top of that it moves a hell of alot slower on my computer than it used to which is a pain in the ass. Maybe once they get the bugs out it will start working better.

I am doing a shot and a cheers to things working out better in my life and on this site!

Salute!!!!

-e