evildoc

Did Bob Hope really die? I feel like I've been reading about him being on death's door for the last decade whilst standing in line to check out my groceries. It seems to me like the "good ones" keep dying and not getting replaced. Funny, out of your whole list who was the person I mourned for the most? Probably, Mr. Rogers with Johnny and Joe (Strummer) tied for second place. I sure miss the lot of them.

Well, I hope your Eve turned out to be a success and your New Year fantasy was fullfilled.

Thank you for the compliments sweetie! Can't wait to talk to you about your ideas.

no wild plans per-se. can't really plan something to be wild, because by nature, it is unpredictable. right? thought i'd make the trip down to the soul bar, where my ex works and more than likely will be there. i have sucessfully avoided him for 2 months. hmmm.... i dunno. haven't made up my mind yet.
hope you have a good one!

you're very kind.
I know most New Year's celebrations are extremely overrated, but have a good one!! And have a toast for me.

oh! I almost forgot...at first it all felt pretty awkward, but I supposed that's true of everything. Posting, I think I'm fine with that too...it's just a body after all, nothing special.

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You have a hole in your heart? Awww. Here's some 's to help fill it.

OOh,you're right. The monkey is looking at the kitty. I think he wants some lovin'.

I hope you had a bootie-lisious christmas.

Everything you wrote in my last journal entry was so funny. Thank you for making me laugh sweetie.

Sorry about your sisters. Try and enjoy the holidays.
Happy New Year!

Hey sweetie! Sisters, hmmmm, don't know what that's like, I'm a spoiled only child! Relax and have a good X-mas, don't let thinks get to you!

::hugs::

loyal subject, eternal admirer...... it really doesn't matter to me which you are, just that you are.
all went well at my probation appt. some good news! turns out as long as i complete my community service and pay my fine, all the while paying the supervision fee for probation, in a timely manner, then i can get off supervised probation-----no unnecessary $$$ all out there. then i'll just be on regular probation, which means i won't have to check in with em all the time. just can't get in trouble at all.
so woohoo for me!
hope all's well in your part of the country.
much love

55 degrees..hehe. Yep,below zero here.

thank you, i honestly think that is one of the best things said to me.

hehe. Yeah-damn having to wear clothes. I wear socks only when I wear shoes. They bug the hell out of me.hehe
Hugs &

well, hun, the way things are going for me with this silly boy, it looks like i, too, will get no nookie this christmas time.
bastard.

Awwwww sweetie! Don't be bummed about not getting laid at Chhristmas. I think it's better sometimes to not have a partner during the holidays. It gets too freaking stressful! Lots of pressure on things, especially if it's not a totally involved relationship, it's hard to know how to act and what kind of gifts to get them. At least this is how I feel.

Hmmm I might tap into that Grief product. Sounds like it might help overcome some of the holiday blues too.

::cheers::

i'm not

thanks for all the love and support, evil. yer so nice to me.
but really, i know it's nothing i can't handle. geez louise, i've been thru way worse shit before! i just don't wanna. that's all.
and i don't believe in shrinks. you gotta give em so much money to get up to speed that by the time they are, you coulda figured out yer problem anyway.
they're thieves.
actually, though, some people out there who don't just think all intuitivly and analytically, like i do, might need that kind of support and guidance.
maybe one day i'll go, but as it is right now, i think i can do just fine on my own with some good people---for free!
have yourself a wondermous day!

In case I wasn't clear, "baby tee" describes a particular slim fit, stretchy type of t-shirt made for teen and adult women, not actual babies.

trust me, there aren't that many cute girls in this town to go around! much less for them to be in jail at the same time i am..... unfortunately. and that 2mo. thing is CRAZY! i must admit, i am a bit paranoid now. especially when i think what could have happened. a couple of days after i got arrested, i saw this oprah show where this beautiful brazilian young lady came up to texas to study english to help her father's business expand. absolutely beautiful, this girl. after only like a month in tx., she and a few friends went to a birthday party, and on the way home, they got into a headlong collision with an underaged drunk good ol' boy. she was the only one to survive, besides him. but her legs were trapped under the dashboard, and the car caught fire. she burned alive for a min. and a half. she was in a coma for 10 mos. she had 50 reconstructive surgeries. and then oprah dropped the mega bomb. showed her as she is today.
she had no nose, no eyelids, no fingers. the only reason she could see was because they gave her new corneas. it was one of those sights you can't get out of your head. one of those things that if you ever saw her in person, she would scare you, but you'd realise your reaction, and try not to let it show, but the damage would already be done, and you'd feel really bad for it.
she will never be the same, or even similar. she will never not need assisstance. she will be hard pressed to find love in life, to be successful in business, etc. etc. etc.
when i think of what i got, of what i did, of the truly stupid decision i made, i think of her. i will never do that again.
because of her.