evilconcarne

i know this is really really really hard to believe, but when a girl complains about somethign she is NOT asking for advice.
that said, just to be more clear, i was not asking for advice.
i'm not just sitting around waiting for a friend to magically appear. i am making an effort. talking to people at school, joining clubs and a sorority, etc. but it doesnt happen right awya, and i know that, and i am trying to be patient, but sometimes i just need to vent. that's all.
and i dont go to clubs and bars because then i'd just meet people who like to go to clubs and bars and that's so not my scene. i dont drink. i dont like to "party." i dont like crowds. and my hearing is bad enough that talking to people in noisy environments is really hard.
i'm really not interested in talking to people i've never met, or will even meet on the phone either. it's just too hard. but thank you for the offer.
and dont worry, if i ever do want your advice, i will ask. and i will make sure that you actually understand the situation too.

fabulous! except that i didnt sleep last night, so i'm all tired, but that's ok!
i went out to lunch with my parents and my sister, and then i went to my first day at big 5 (sporting goods store) and it was really good. i like the people, i like being back in retail, so yeah. it should be good. now i'm gonna go to bed!