evilbully

right now im pissed and i donmt know wtf

all the siht thats been bothering me is just like all there i dont know

my life is catching up to me

the depression

bi polar

its all coming back

all my shit thayt i thought i left behind me is back

i dont know what to do

i cant fucking get high to forget everything

getting a bottle is hard

i just want to be alone but at the same time alone is when i feel like this

i just need somthing constant in my life something i can count on to be there for me always and right now i dont know what is out there

i just dont know what to do with my life its all so weird

appently the only person i truely care about right now thinks im an asshole yet she calls me almost everyday and we have hung out, why do they only remember the bad shit

ive been as asshole to my friends and the yall deserve better then that

i just cant help it when i feel like this i take it out on everyone

i just want to be normal

im sorry if you left a comment and i have returned it i really want to its just lately i dont know

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