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<3 MSI

just chilling

thinking about shit

trying to figure out what is best for me

so many options

thats lie

more like 2-3 options

1 would end VERY well but hurt me in the present

2 would keep me good for now and back to 1 if things fall apart (

i always get so hooked up on shit

<3 you

starting to feel good

might have to RMA my video card AGAIN

stupid pos

im so fucking emo its true

carissa made me relize it

its nice to have someone to talk to

other then sitting here

wasting away at this exsistance i totall fucked up

i failed outta school and now im fucked with my life

i CAN fix this

i can do it

but i dont want to

would take me away from my friends for a few years

as anri-social i might have seemed for 16 years

i <3 the company of others

this font size is so small i can barly see what im typing

its not letters its just shapss

i get to go job hunting tomarrow which means i get to get outta the house

sean is gonna come with me cause he needs one too

we will probly get smoked

then thursday parents leave

ill hopefully get to see carissa

ha

mindless rocks

i think im gonna go watch clerks

i watched hackers yesterday

was going through all the shit my mom packed up with i had to leave her house

i miss her

i miss that house

i miss my puppy

i want to go back

once i get a job and we get the internet probly strighted out it will be good

hmm

im gonna call her

i bet shes not there

oshi

shes there

"dont forget, im the shit"

<3 msi

we have a date for breakfast tomarrow

this format really works for me

it makes it look like i have a lot to say

when i really dont

=)

i need monies for condoms





okay got distracted

i need to turn my life around

right here

right now