evilbully

okay so i faild out of school i have one more final tomarrow that im going to take just because then i have fucking nothing to do, i dont even fucking know if i have a g/f anymore and im just fucking sick of everything i cant drive my fucking car for 3 more weeks i miss my friends and the last thing i need now is to be alone

on another note why do girls hate me? i try to treat them like they are the only thing in the world it always starts off good i get told im so sweet, then i let them walk all over me and treat me like shit how am i suppose to give them everything they want without getting taken advantage of (not that, thats the case now thank god)

**UPDATE**(the entire reason i wanted to write this is to say)
im fucking sleeping in as late as i can im doing w/e the fuck i want right now fuck everyone

**MORE VENT**
what it came down to was basiclly work on school work or try to to pass this semster, and i decided to hang out with carissa, bah it was all perfect first week was the best relationship i ever had she was so nice so perfect then blah i dont know what happened i dont know if i just think this shit is going on and everything is fine i dont know wtf is wrong with me why cant i meet anyway she was everything i wanted the look the attitude the sex blah