okay heres the deal me and my ex broke up a few weeks okay fine im over her but her new bf wants to kill me for some !!unknown!! (<hint>
reason, thing is i would be more then happy to kick his ass execpt i have that entire i-hit-my-step-dad-and-he-called-the-cops-and-i-have-a-trial thing. so anywayenough backstory
heres the meat of the blog, last night i have this dream for some reason most of my dreams go bcak to HS i dont know why i dont wanna know why (but i think i do know why but ill save that for later) anyway it starts off school blah blah then this chick appears and i have to work on a project with her, shes pretty damn cute and im really into her and stuff but shes not that all into me, anyway were in class together and for some reason were laying on my couch together, (the one in my pic on the right) and the lights are low but were taking notes and shit while chilling on the couch anyway we start kinda noticing each other then we start to cuddle, everythings going good and all and im liking this dream...then walks in my ex and i guess according to the dream me and here were talking about getting back together but now i have this awesome chick who im really into cuddeling with me on a couch, jen (my ex) sees us and gets all pissy but she sits down at her desk (were the only ones with a couch) . so me and the chick start kissing atc stuff blah blah then jen comes up to me all pissy and says never talk to me again or somthing like that. so..heres the important part, im left with 2 choices either stay there with this new chick which i totally dig or leave and go after jen so i sitting there with this chick and i..............................get up and go after my ex even tho weve been thru so much shit and i can have a fresh start with this new chick. wth was i thinking i keep thinking back and whne i do wake up i go god damn it wth did i just do then i relize its a dream which is cool cause i made the wrong choice but at the same time if it was real i would stiull have a chance with someone else and i need to move on but i am moved on i dont really care what she does shes a good friend good sex etc. but im still fucking after her shes is the cutest and most adorable and sekkiest chick ive ever seen but still i need to move on god wth should i do.

heres the meat of the blog, last night i have this dream for some reason most of my dreams go bcak to HS i dont know why i dont wanna know why (but i think i do know why but ill save that for later) anyway it starts off school blah blah then this chick appears and i have to work on a project with her, shes pretty damn cute and im really into her and stuff but shes not that all into me, anyway were in class together and for some reason were laying on my couch together, (the one in my pic on the right) and the lights are low but were taking notes and shit while chilling on the couch anyway we start kinda noticing each other then we start to cuddle, everythings going good and all and im liking this dream...then walks in my ex and i guess according to the dream me and here were talking about getting back together but now i have this awesome chick who im really into cuddeling with me on a couch, jen (my ex) sees us and gets all pissy but she sits down at her desk (were the only ones with a couch) . so me and the chick start kissing atc stuff blah blah then jen comes up to me all pissy and says never talk to me again or somthing like that. so..heres the important part, im left with 2 choices either stay there with this new chick which i totally dig or leave and go after jen so i sitting there with this chick and i..............................get up and go after my ex even tho weve been thru so much shit and i can have a fresh start with this new chick. wth was i thinking i keep thinking back and whne i do wake up i go god damn it wth did i just do then i relize its a dream which is cool cause i made the wrong choice but at the same time if it was real i would stiull have a chance with someone else and i need to move on but i am moved on i dont really care what she does shes a good friend good sex etc. but im still fucking after her shes is the cutest and most adorable and sekkiest chick ive ever seen but still i need to move on god wth should i do.
new boyfriends usually hate the old ones. it sucks, but it's normal. i think it may be a jealousy thing. unless you were a complete ass to her.